2 years and 3 months

Today is Nov. 18 and my special day. I spent 2 years and 3 months with my boy friend, Yudai. But he has lived in Nagoya since April in 2006. So we are in long-distance love affair. We associated on Aug. 18 in 2005. I said him my mind. I have loved him since I entered the high school.
But....recently, we don't have good relationship. But its cause is not quarrel. Although I also love him now, our feeling passes each other. I think that distance of way is its of our heart. My love is so hard and heavy. And something always makes me lonely. Sometimes his voice makes me so.
If my wish came true, I would want to meet him almost everyday.
I will meet him the end of the year.